chronic fatigue, Chronic illness, Chronic pain, Fibromyalgia, insomnia, invisible illnesses, loneliness, myalgic encephalomyelitis, pain, Uncategorized

I feel like not being here

I feel like not being here. But I stay so my loved ones arenโ€™t hurt by my absence. So, not dying just not being here anymore. Itโ€™s a comforting thought to have. Going to this place in my mind where I donโ€™t feel pain anymore. Where I no longer have thoughts which take me over.… Continue reading I feel like not being here

Fibromyalgia

It’s tricky // Part 2

https://youtu.be/l-O5IHVhWj0 Chronic illness is tricky, you never know whatโ€™s going to happen Thora Allan The 2023 chapter of Fibromyalgia has been very different from anything I have experienced since my diagnosis 12 years ago. My health has been exceptional. Iโ€™ve gone from screaming into my pillow at night, in tears from the relentless pain, wishing… Continue reading It’s tricky // Part 2

Fibromyalgia

โ€œLet us make hay while the sun shines.โ€

โ€œLet us make hay while the sun shines.โ€ โ€” Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra The weekend I just had was far from typical. I managed to have a โ€œrealโ€ weekend, you know, like โ€œnormalโ€ people do. My health has improved dramatically over the past few weeks. Why? I donโ€™t know. For how long? I donโ€™t know.… Continue reading โ€œLet us make hay while the sun shines.โ€

Fibromyalgia

Wideford Hill Sunrise

Morning everyone ๐ŸŒค. Dull and cloudy ๐ŸŒฅ in Kirkwall today. I am back in the office today after a night with no sleep ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜ซ. Predicting a manic day after not having been in for over a week. I can see the pile of work on my desk already. Going to need a lot of cups… Continue reading Wideford Hill Sunrise