I feel like not being here. But I stay so my loved ones arenโt hurt by my absence. So, not dying just not being here anymore. Itโs a comforting thought to have. Going to this place in my mind where I donโt feel pain anymore. Where I no longer have thoughts which take me over.… Continue reading I feel like not being here
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It’s tricky // Part 2
https://youtu.be/l-O5IHVhWj0 Chronic illness is tricky, you never know whatโs going to happen Thora Allan The 2023 chapter of Fibromyalgia has been very different from anything I have experienced since my diagnosis 12 years ago. My health has been exceptional. Iโve gone from screaming into my pillow at night, in tears from the relentless pain, wishing… Continue reading It’s tricky // Part 2
โLet us make hay while the sun shines.โ
โLet us make hay while the sun shines.โ โ Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra The weekend I just had was far from typical. I managed to have a โrealโ weekend, you know, like โnormalโ people do. My health has improved dramatically over the past few weeks. Why? I donโt know. For how long? I donโt know.… Continue reading โLet us make hay while the sun shines.โ
Wideford Hill Sunrise
Morning everyone ๐ค. Dull and cloudy ๐ฅ in Kirkwall today. I am back in the office today after a night with no sleep ๐ตโ๐ซ๐๐ซ. Predicting a manic day after not having been in for over a week. I can see the pile of work on my desk already. Going to need a lot of cups… Continue reading Wideford Hill Sunrise
