Fibromyalgia

Size Matters & you can’t argue with Stupid

Size Matters, so does the amount. Sitting at my desk feeling angry with myself. Frustrated and angry. Again, I dragged my poor body into work. For what I ask? Work is making me ill. I am already chronically ill. and I’ve had a Migraine for a week. Why make my life so hard. What do… Continue reading Size Matters & you can’t argue with Stupid

Fibromyalgia

“But you don’t look sick”

“But you don't look 👀 sick” You are right. I don't. I have just arrived home after work. After having no sleep last night I have a full-blown Migraine. This is what people see when they see me in public. This made up, smiley, always a happy person. Bubbly, bouncy, happy go lucky and always… Continue reading “But you don’t look sick”

Fibromyalgia

Fibromyalgia is SHIT, no other way to describe it really. Yes, I am having a bad day. A bad day after months of chronic pain with no relief 💜🖤

Apologies for the swearing. It is the only single word that I can use to describe my situation. I have spent months trying to get on top of the pain. I have refrained from feeling sorry for myself or crying. Nothing I do is helping. I have tried every trick I have learned over the… Continue reading Fibromyalgia is SHIT, no other way to describe it really. Yes, I am having a bad day. A bad day after months of chronic pain with no relief 💜🖤

Fibromyalgia

When you are refused adequate pain relief, what do you do? Where do you turn?

Pain avoidance is my best tactic. I am constantly trying to trick my brain into thinking that I am not actually in any pain. Does it work? Yes and no. It only works for so long and it actually does more damage and leaves me in more pain in the long run. What choice do… Continue reading When you are refused adequate pain relief, what do you do? Where do you turn?