Every night when I go to bed I go with the hope that tomorrow will be the day that I will feel better and every morning I wake up feeling foolish for having that hope. But I feel that I must have hope otherwise what else is there? If I don't have hope I will… Continue reading A fool for hope
When I lost my job I lost my confidence. I always had buckets of it. Losing my confidence is something I have struggled to deal with and continue to struggle with. It's not just something that you can magic back. My confidence was already lowering as time went on as I dealt with life working… Continue reading Lost Confidence
I have just got confirmation that I will be starting the CMI in First Line Management Course that I applied for. It starts in September and I am really forward to it. It runs for over 8 weeks. It's only one night a week with a few weeks of study at the end. I am… Continue reading Putting one foot in front of the other one, one step at a time
Is it possible to have one knock too many and be beyond repair? Everyone has their limit. Each person has different limits I compare mine to the same number of lives a cat has I feel like I have had my 7 knocks (lives) But I am young yet. There are many knocks ahead of… Continue reading One knock too many
There is a saying " The only thing worse than being alone and lonely is being surrounded by people and feeling lonely". I often think that should be the epitaph on my gravestone. I know that sounds morbid but living a life blighted by chronic illness is pretty morbid. You are on a constant journey… Continue reading Solitary Confinement
Orkney Fibromyalgia Sufferer 