I know that I have touched on this a bit already but I haven't really let go of my "old self" I don't think I ever will. Not while the ghost of her constantly sits on my shoulder whispering in my ear "The old you would have done this...." The old you would have said… Continue reading Sorrow and loss – Grief of my former self
Going on holiday is supposed to be something to look forward to, something to be excited about. For me, this is not the case. Before I became unwell I used to love every trip I went on, including the travelling part. But now a holiday is something I want on one hand but I dread… Continue reading Holidays
How is this for irony? You suffer from Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and you can't sleep! Whatever evil created this illness must have thought they were pretty smart. I struggle to wake up in the mornings, tired by lunchtime, dying from fatigue by 3 pm begging to go to bed at 5 pm stay up for… Continue reading Insomnia
Every day I am restricted and limited. I can't be the Mum I want to be, I can't be the wife I want to be, I can't be the friend I want to be. I can't be the person I used to be. I can't attend the 4 opportunities of Derby training I want to… Continue reading Restriction and Limitation
Orkney Fibromyalgia Sufferer 