Sometimes late at night I go outside and look at the night sky and wish I could shine as brightly as the stars. The darkness has eclipsed the shine that I once had and I no longer shine brightly. I feel completely lost. It is like I don't know who I am or where I… Continue reading Stargazing
I haven't written a blog post in a while. This is mainly due to my health taking a big decline. I am back to being as worse as I have ever been. Being chronically ill is a full-time job, even more so when it is at its peak, and if the world didn't hate me… Continue reading Full-time Job
Just back from an absolutely fantastic weekend away. Just what I needed. I have a great friend that let me stay with her for a few days. We don't see each other often but when we do it's like old times. The weekend kicked off with a day at The Golf View Spa in Nairn.… Continue reading Good friends = Good times = Memories
Throughout my life, I have never belonged and always felt like I am just not quite good enough. I got no praise or encouragement as a child or an adolescent. I never belonged to a clique or a group. I just floated about from place to place never really being included, just ignored or bullied.… Continue reading Just not quite good enough……?
I have been unemployed for nearly a year now and the longer I am unemployed the more devalued I feel and the more devalued I am becoming as a potential employee. Losing my job because of my illness has completely devalued me as a person. I feel like I have gone from a heavy old… Continue reading Devalued
Orkney Fibromyalgia Sufferer 