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I feel like not being here

I feel like not being here. But I stay so my loved ones aren’t hurt by my absence. So, not dying just not being here anymore. It’s a comforting thought to have. Going to this place in my mind where I don’t feel pain anymore. Where I no longer have thoughts which take me over.… Continue reading I feel like not being here

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Am I moving onto great things?

It has been a few months since I wrote my last blog. My new job has been keeping me occupied and things seem to be changing for me. I finally feel like I am working in an environment where I am appreciated. I no longer work in an environment where I am criticised constantly. It… Continue reading Am I moving onto great things?

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The grass isn’t always greener on the other side, but sometimes it can be.

The grass isn’t always greener on the other side but it can be. I am finding that it’s a bitter pill to swallow. I spoke to an old work colleague on the street the other day and whilst talking to him I realised that my former employer did me a massive favour. In fact, I… Continue reading The grass isn’t always greener on the other side, but sometimes it can be.