chronic fatigue, Chronic illness, Chronic pain, Fibromyalgia, life lessons

Let go

Today, I Choose to Let Go. I must remind myself every day. “Let them go, Thora, Let them go”. I choose to let go of the people who have already let go of me. “But you love them Thora, yes I do and that’s why I must let them go”. They let go and left… Continue reading Let go

chronic fatigue, Chronic illness, Chronic pain, Fibromyalgia, insomnia, invisible illnesses, loneliness, myalgic encephalomyelitis, pain, Uncategorized

I feel like not being here

I feel like not being here. But I stay so my loved ones aren’t hurt by my absence. So, not dying just not being here anymore. It’s a comforting thought to have. Going to this place in my mind where I don’t feel pain anymore. Where I no longer have thoughts which take me over.… Continue reading I feel like not being here

chronic fatigue, Chronic illness, Chronic pain, Fibromyalgia, fnd, insomnia, myalgic encephalomyelitis

We don’t fake being sick we fake being well

The person you see on the left is the image you see when I’m in public. The person on the right is what I look like when I am at home. The person on the right is the person I try so desperately not to be. I lie to myself every time I leave the… Continue reading We don’t fake being sick we fake being well

Chronic pain, Fibromyalgia, pain, stress

All that stress and anxiety for no reason

So after waiting for nearly a week for my Dr to call. They didn't call on Friday like they said they would. I have spent most of the week anxiety-riddled, stressed and unable to sleep because of this medication review. The reason I am so anxious about this review is because of the NICE recommendations… Continue reading All that stress and anxiety for no reason