I feel like not being here. But I stay so my loved ones aren’t hurt by my absence. So, not dying just not being here anymore. It’s a comforting thought to have. Going to this place in my mind where I don’t feel pain anymore. Where I no longer have thoughts which take me over.… Continue reading I feel like not being here
The person you see on the left is the image you see when I’m in public. The person on the right is what I look like when I am at home. The person on the right is the person I try so desperately not to be. I lie to myself every time I leave the… Continue reading We don’t fake being sick we fake being well
In a reflective mood tonight. I am feeling regretful. Have I been hammering my body too hard again? Am I risking my health and “well spell” yet again? Yes, my health has been the best its been for years. But like grains of sand, I can feel it slowly slipping through my fingers. How do… Continue reading Am I risking it all? Days of Regret II
My creative brain rarely gives me a rest. Over a year of chronic brain fog and a deep depression caused by my multiple chronic health conditions and their symptoms, dulled my brain activity. A dark, heavy, grey fog. A complete paralysis of my senses. Now it has lifted. There’s a break in the clouds. Am… Continue reading Harnessing my creative brain & my new-found joie de vivre
8 August, Severe ME Day
Orkney Fibromyalgia Sufferer 