I saw this and it made me feel so sad inside. It reminded me of every time I've raised my head above the parapet to express my feelings towards someone about my struggles with them and their behaviour. It's always ended up with me being left out in the cold. It made me vow never… Continue reading Porridge
The abyss inside me grows, Day by day, Until I fear I may be engulfed by it. I no longer want to be haunted by this innate sadness. Where the ghosts of my past lurk in the darkness feeding on my soul. Slowly piece by piece I’ve become altogether dismantled into fragments which won’t fit… Continue reading The Abyss
I feel like not being here. But I stay so my loved ones aren’t hurt by my absence. So, not dying just not being here anymore. It’s a comforting thought to have. Going to this place in my mind where I don’t feel pain anymore. Where I no longer have thoughts which take me over.… Continue reading I feel like not being here
I go through stages in life telling myself I'm more than but something always comes along and derails me from that thinking. I've been brought up as less than. Always told I'm not good enough. As much as I try to fight against feeling that way something always leads me back to feeling less than.… Continue reading I’ll always be less than
I started this year with enthusiasm, optimism and great expectations. We are now 8 months in and so far the year hasn't lived up to my great expectations despite me trying my best to make this year count. Maybe I have put too much pressure on myself for 2017 to be the "perfect year". Lots… Continue reading Great Expectations
Orkney Fibromyalgia Sufferer 