Each day I feel like the Cowardly Lion from the Wizard of Oz (sometimes like the Scarecrow too " If I only had a brain") I need the courage to get up, get dressed and leave the house and face people. I have to battle this every day. It is HARD and exhausting. Even facing… Continue reading Courage
Currently, I am curled up in my bed with the laptop visiting the small town of self-pity. I do not like to visit this place as it does me NO good whatsoever. But it is almost like an old friend that I have to catch up with every now and again. I am feeling completely… Continue reading Abandonment
One thing I don't want this blog to become is repetitive. I am struggling to come up with new material for my blog. I have plenty of time to think about what to write, but that is not how I have come up with my material. All my previous posts have been written when something… Continue reading Writers block Vs Brain Fog
It is seldom that I feel truly happy. My 2 young boys are the greatest source of joy. They make me smile every day and help me see light where there is darkness. This week has been an exceptionally happy week for me, despite it starting with me having to say goodbye to my 2… Continue reading Happiness
I have been unemployed for nearly a year now and the longer I am unemployed the more devalued I feel and the more devalued I am becoming as a potential employee. Losing my job because of my illness has completely devalued me as a person. I feel like I have gone from a heavy old… Continue reading Devalued
Orkney Fibromyalgia Sufferer 