I’ve never really felt like I had a purpose or a place in life and definitely not in the lives of others. Humans are social creatures, we strive for human connection and contact. I’m no different. I just don’t fit for some reason. I’m only ever temporary. I’m ok with that. It doesn’t stop me… Continue reading What was I made for?
Today, I Choose to Let Go. I must remind myself every day. “Let them go, Thora, Let them go”. I choose to let go of the people who have already let go of me. “But you love them Thora, yes I do and that’s why I must let them go”. They let go and left… Continue reading Let go
I saw this and it made me feel so sad inside. It reminded me of every time I've raised my head above the parapet to express my feelings towards someone about my struggles with them and their behaviour. It's always ended up with me being left out in the cold. It made me vow never… Continue reading Porridge
I go through stages in life telling myself I'm more than but something always comes along and derails me from that thinking. I've been brought up as less than. Always told I'm not good enough. As much as I try to fight against feeling that way something always leads me back to feeling less than.… Continue reading I’ll always be less than
In a reflective mood tonight. I am feeling regretful. Have I been hammering my body too hard again? Am I risking my health and “well spell” yet again? Yes, my health has been the best its been for years. But like grains of sand, I can feel it slowly slipping through my fingers. How do… Continue reading Am I risking it all? Days of Regret II
Orkney Fibromyalgia Sufferer 