I’ve never really felt like I had a purpose or a place in life and definitely not in the lives of others. Humans are social creatures, we strive for human connection and contact. I’m no different. I just don’t fit for some reason. I’m only ever temporary. I’m ok with that. It doesn’t stop me from wanting to belong though.
It’s time for me to stop worrying about others and just concentrate on myself. Learn to love myself as much as I love others. I don’t think that I can give anymore with nothing in return. I don’t give to get. Stupidly I expect the bare minimum in return. Stupidly I forget that other people’s definition of bare minimum isn’t the same as mine.
I feel like I was put here to mend parts in others and once mended they leave. I don’t want to be that person anymore. If I could learn to love and care for myself the way I do for others what a beautiful thing that would be.
What was I made for? I don’t know how to feel but someday I might – Billie Eilish
Orkney Fibromyalgia Sufferer 
Interesting.. I recently came across the concept of ikigai and started a post on it which is still in draft stage and it is a tool to find your purpose.
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You should publish it. I know a bit about it. I’ve published posts on Orkney Fibromyalgia Sufferer’s social media about it in the past 💜
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I will but still working on it
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But of course there are no straight answers no matter what tools we use, I believe the answer lies somewhere deep within us if we will only listen.
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